sorry for this damn long lapse... my blog is now at


www.xanga.com/denodorite

ooh so i have clocked in 73% in terms of attendance.
im so proud of myself.
its a distinction.

but i truly wonder why some people who went overseas havent had their names redmarked...

the holidays
days away from school
am i wrong to spend it the way i like

whats the use of getting us to confess our ponage
when what you'll get is 2/3 of the team flocking to you...

maybe maybe
as ive long hated the stifling beaurocracy
the plastic friendliness
the bitched up tyranny
i should just quit
since i do not need it to be inside my grad cert

or should i just endure 4 more months of such shit
having endured 1 yr of it already
it was a thorough mistake to have joined it in the first place


well at least im one of the more regular members
congrats to me!!!

ok forget abt the abs i mentioned
been absolutely so busy doing everything else except what is "right"

well so i came back from langkawi and it was fun
then i flew off almost immediately to japan
and it was more fun

bought alot of things
but alot not for me
and er yeea its really not what people think it is
the stuff there arent really that expensive
but the other stuff people dun find expensive are on the contrary expensive
i wonder why the luis vuitton is a few hundreds cheaper than sg
i wonder why shoes are a few tens of bucks cheaper than sg
i wonder why a rock melon is a few tonnes of bucks more expensive than sg...
i wonder why japanese eat vinegar everyday and still so courteous
sg eat vinegar once and become damn rowdy le
the snow wasnt really fun cos the temperature wasnt cold enough

hot spring baths are fun
something different
bed hard to sleep
damn hard

puffer fish damn nice
but its the kind that one eats once in a long while
if eat everyday will die
fugu

kobe beef also damn nice
i for one cannot eat beef cos will diarrhea
but kobe beef i can eat all day de
literally melt in ur mouth
even though i took like one gigantic slab
but damn ex
kobe

and i shant eat seafood for the rest of the year...
ate alot of seafood steamboat there
shabu shabu

i love their rice
i love their miso soup
i love their miso ramen
i love their ice cream
i love their sweets
i love their milk
i love their mushrooms
i love their anime

but its that time of the year again
06 is ending
and 06 has seen me achieving nothing much
it was exactly what i had resolved at the end of the tiring 05
a look at this pass year


went to SAJC
made friends in PAE 06s26
received O levels results
a devastating 9 pts
resolved to come back from A levels with a "monster kill"
coined the term for the rush to the A levels
lock and load, aim and fire, destroy and overkill
went to CJ as a form of subtlety
need to rest and relax
need to recuperate for at least 1 yr
joined Volleyball
joined Pre U Sem
joined Tem Sem
finally switched clubs for my tkd
resolved to get my black belt b4 end of j2
joined Salvation army PDP
finished off with the fucked up pw
promoted to j2
t19 chalet
2703 chalet
worked as a waiter
worked as flyer distributer
langkawi camp
japan trip
2007


this year
this year...
it will be serious time
i guess i have hibernated enough
its time
and so have i coined another term
skin the lines
lines depict everything
the limits to which one can reach
the borders of which one can cross
the path one takes
the effects of ones choice
i have decided
all such lines
i am gonna erase them
i am gonna destroy them
i am gonna obliterate them
and i am gonna be merciless
relentless
heartless
i shall skin them like they dont deserve to be in my way
and this is what i will do
i will set about achieving
and being all that i never was

the last post of 2006
enjoy
world peace and save the whales =))

whee im getting richer by the day
yeea been working my whole holidays
no life all that
but i dun care
im gearing up for next yr
and i guess im rather serious abt next yr
remember last yr....
well yeea another week of work and then its my real holidays le
a trip to langkawi and japan
whee

but its kinda sad that i left my brain here and there
its like work has become part of my life that
i dunno
i keep missing my trainings and my lessons...
i skipped a few here and there... but i really dunno...
pay money le... never go...
if only im more mindful...
i seriously wonder how im gonna go for my exams/grading/tests next yr

bwahaha guess ill manage without my life







good friends dont have to be together all the time
as long as the bond is there, its enough

work has been great the pass few many days

have to admit i was damn lucky to be buddied with a zai malay kia
learnt alot from him
or rather im the type that when i wanna learn
i will go all out to learn everything
also bcos tt night tt marno made the 2nd timers handle 2 tables

then blah blah blah
so many nights passed
everynight is the same old thing
dirty plates and bowls and EVERYTHING
yes it is a 5 STAR HOTEL
but behind the scenes
everything is SO FRIGGIN DIRTY
first few days see dirty de
get disgusted and put one side
now used to it le
juz take and gif to guests
and yeea
stealing food and drinks damn fun
first few times damn shuang
after awhile
the sharksfin tastes stale
the abalone damn boring
wonder why the chef dun cook different things each night...


well yeea learnt the uplift, the balance, the etiquettish way of serving guests
deboning fish blah blah blah
and the only setback abt this work environment
PAY SUCKS
90% of coworkers are CHINA FAGS
seriously i went there on my first day with an open mind
but each day my dislike
my disgust
my disdain
my disapproval
of them juz increases
a good day is one where there is NO CHINA FAG stationed ard u
or with you
AND
no china GUEST
cos seriously
their attitude
their mental capacity
their intelligence
their every single shitty aspect la
everything is juz totally fucked up shitty

but nowadays i been having problems with the guests
every nigth damn suay de
always got damn funny ji siao siao guests
tt night the kitchen short of food
and the runners run halfway died never tell me
then another night got weird guests ask for their own mix of drinks
shandy= sprite + beer
irritating la juz make me lag behind the course nia

well quite sad to see my classmates who jio me there all stop working
or working elsewhere
i actually planned to study and train hard this hols
but i guess im earning a living instead

argh my back hurts